all about her.
her name: Nur Hidayah

her birthdate:
10 December 1986




listening pleasure.


Music



darlings.
Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 4:30 AM.

These past weeks has been smooth sailing for us. Alhamdulillah. One thing I've learned and will always be holding on to is,
"Understand each others differences and embrace it".

Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 4:56 AM.

one week i'm down, following week i'm ok. and now i'm down again. What's up with these flu viruses. Go fly somewhere else please. Chet!


I'm feeling contented with my work nowadays, all geared up for PTC. Started the developmental milestones documentation and all. I can do it and I will. [:

Monday, April 5, 2010 @ 4:50 AM.


For the past half hour, I have been browsing through this blog of mine. And one thing that is apparent was that I was frequently sick the past 2 years. However, this year, thank God, it turned out to be better. I am stronger physically and mentally. Much so that I managed to go to work still with mild fever, blocked nose and cough. Superwoman. heh.

I realized that I am able to control myself from doing things that is not of ultimate importance like taking annual leaves (I've only taken one day leave so far :D), medical leaves and the most critical one, withdrawing money from ATMs. Just like I said to Wahida, "This (ATM) machine is evil. It tempts us to withdraw money when we have to save it" haha.

And yes I'm proud of myself. Guess I've grown wiser.


Saturday, April 3, 2010 @ 9:11 PM.




Every month, it has been a routine for us to express our love for each other. We reflected on the good times and the not-so-good times we had for the previous month.




And whenever this happen, I will always be left speechless. I don't know what to say in particular, on how to express my love for him. I've always believe, in love, you have to feel it. Not neccessary say it. But then again, when I gave it a thought, I find that it is important to say it to realize it.




A music lover myself, I enjoyed listening to songs that somehow able to relate to how I felt at that moment of time. One day, as I was listening to the song, "Flaws and All" by Beyonce Knowles, I began to listen intently to the lyrics. An amazing songwriter she is, I would like to use her words to express my love for him.




I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you



I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet you see the picture clear as day



I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love




I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that




I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
And that's exactly what I mean




I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all




And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you




Don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
Catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all




And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
You, you, you