First and foremost. Happy belated Teachers Day to all teachers and of course, Selamat Berpuasa. Sorry readers, been wanting to post but it's either 1) a sudden 'argh lazy ah want to post' mood, 2) busy with chores/work or 3) 'I shall spend the day doing nothing' mode.
Today marks the 3rd month of my relationship with love. fast eh. oh wells i used to say time flies. it is isn't it. like i just felt like the fasting month is drawing near. and now is like in our midst to finish off the 2nd half of these pure and innocent month. which means Hari Raya is coming. while the kids are smiling fom one ear to another, the working adults are shaken. haha. well, as always, im all looking forward for Hari Raya. you can just feel the excitement of seeing your close as well as distant relatives coming together to visit. and not forgetting the private yet solemn moment when we ask for forgiveness to one another especially to your own parents. and when this happens, i can just tear even before holding my parents hands. what more asking for their forgiveness, it's just like heavy rain and there goes my makeup. haha. but when it's done, that feeling of relieve can be felt.
and oh i'll be having an assistant teacher coming in on Monday to assist me in Nursery, and, eventually take over the class. that will be like a load off my shoulder. don't get me wrong. it's not that i don't like teaching and guide the children. in fact, i enjoyed my time doing the routines with them. it made me realize how much these children have grown and at the same time going down memory lane of the times i had with my current k1 a year ago. and my k1 children have been pleading each day for me to take over the class fully instead of just teach and be with the Nursery for the rest of the day.i guess they missed my presence. this whole week they would just stick to me. not forgetting, hugging, sitting on my lap, holding on to my leg and refuse to let go, and of course the ever so frequent 'i love you'. i adore these kids. i really do. i'll be back soon boys and girls. in the meantime, just promise you will behave.
alrite that's all for now. can't think of anything else except,
Thank you love for all that you've done. Thank you for supporting me all these while. Thank you for putting up with my whining and my nonsense. Thank you for putting up with my frequent mood swings. Thank you for all the meals, movies, expenses, etc. Thank you for taking care of me when i was sick. Thank you for massaging my back when i had back aches. Thank you for fulfilling my wants. and Thank you very much for accepting me as me. i just can't Thank you enough. i love you as always.
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