First and foremost, takziah kepada keluarga Arwah Atuk Taib and Arwah bf 's Uncle. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. amin.
Boyfriend is away for today. recieved a call from his uncle from Malacca saying that another of his uncle had just passed away :( and that's the first time i heard him cry. although i don't know the uncle or even saw him before, i know its hard for the family.
I missed boyfriend very much. although, ive been away most of the day to Sentosa tanning and swimming and chilling but i did not enjoy much. in my mind was still him and that scent of his that i could smell everywhere i go. paranoid. maybe. this is the first time that we're away from each other. even for a day i can barely cope.
i miss miss miss him. and tonight, im scared of lonely...
I'm in this fight and I'm swinging and my arms are getting tired
I'm trying to beat this emptiness but I'm running out of time
I'm sinking in the sand and I can't barely stand
I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely
I try to be patient but I'm hurting deep inside
And I can't keep waiting, I need comfort late at night
And I can't find my way, won't you lead me home?
'Cause I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of being the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely, I'm scared of lonely
I cry at night 'cause my baby's too far to be by my side
To wipe away these tears of mine so I hold my pillow tight
To imagine you I'll stretch your hand looking for mine
'Cause I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely
I need your break when nobody is around
'Cause I'm tired of this emptiness
I think I'm drowning, I can't be lonely
And I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely