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her name: Nur Hidayah

her birthdate:
10 December 1986




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Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 7:51 PM.
and i knew it my body cant take it. ive overworked myself and now im sick. even the doctor said it's due to tensions. although its just one da mc, im making the most of it. hees. and one way is by changing my blogskin. i hope.

sorry to those people whom ive offended these past 3 weeks. alot have been going on. from work stuffs to granny's being sick and to all the squabbles here and there. and to my girlfriends sorry that ive missed out in some of the outings. will make it up to you as soon as im well ok.

ok now shall proceed to the blogskin search. weeeeeeehooooo~

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Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 11:03 PM.
now one HUGE part of the migranes and sleepless nights is finally OVER. or at least most part of it. the past 2 or 3 weeks my and my colleagues have been packing, re-designing, setting up the environmenet of our various classrooms, creating the learning corners games, marking of exercise books and so on. no doubt all these are the bits and pieces that we teachers have to do every other day. however, with the Quality Care Check, we have to be extra careful, mindful and vigilant with all these. now that one part of the QCC is over, i can safely say that i could let out somewhat a huge sigh. it all went smoothly for my part, except for some tinge here and there. overall i rate myself with a GOOD. not bad aye. self-praising. hees.

oh yeah still the unjustice feeling is intact. oh wells. it can be all rainbow and butterflies all the time. that's all for now.

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Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 6:40 AM.
too much to handle. everything is getting out of hand. too stressed up. im physically drained and mentally exhausted.

being to stay at work for 12-15 hrs every other day was super tiring. it just go on and on. the more you do, the more things piled up, screaming at you to get it done. from Parent-Teacher Conference to the Quality Care Check. and next in line comes the Kids-in-Charge. the light at the end of the tunnel seemed so far away. it makes me breathless.

i need a break. tried to squeeze in time for family, love and girlfriends. but how am i suppose to when i dont even get the 8 hours of sleep i needed each day? how am i suppose to commit to those when i dont even have the spare time to do something i love? how am i suppose to fulfill all those when i have work to be brought back just so i could complete them? i dont even have the freaking time for myself.

sometimes i feel like running away from it all. but these are my responsibilities. and i have to be professional to deal with it. and due to the built-up stress, love and i have been quarelling. i hate it when these happens. everything just affects my mood. i could be all hyped-up at one moment and just all-frustrated on the next. it's just one after another and another and another. just cant think straight. mind not thinking. body not responding. my soul is dead.

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Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 11:08 PM.
aloha. its a saturday and it's 10 minutes past 2 and i'm still at work. came to work just to finish up on my dramatic corner. still, there's stuffs to buy at IKEA which i'm going tomorrow. so yeah, it's pretty welll thought off i must say. with plasma tv and such. haha. super high-tech these kids.

work is fine i guess. one by one my colleague is leaving. after my principal announced that she is transferring to another centre, it gets each one of us thinking whether to continue on in this organization or leave. as for me, let's just say i'm completing my 2 years of work experience then, see how it goes from there.

okok. that's all for now i guess. and oh oh, i'm going for NDP preview with mum, sis, love and his mum. gosh i'm nervous. hees.

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Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 12:34 AM.
i'm having migraine now. grr~ and i'm fasting still. yes. i didn't manage to continue on with my fast after the last post as my lip condition got pretty bad. so now, i'm still continuing my quest to complete that 8 days.

alot of things has happened the past days. too much till i don't even have the energy to even on my laptop to update. i'm just tired really. and when i say i'm tired, i mean im REALLY tired. it's mentally exhausting that cause me lack of sleep and even if i get to sleep, i would still feel weak the morning after. you know you slept but you feel like you didn't. it's like your body is literally resting but your mind just refused to stop thinking. gaah~

conflicts after conflicts were faced. some has been resolved, some still in my tiny little brain, itching me every bit and contributing to every single pinch of my migraine.

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