i have not been sleeping well these past weeks. that's the main reason why those eyebags decided to return. oh wells, sometimes i wander why i couldn't sleep or what causes it. but somehow, i feel that it has to do with the supernatural. hell yeah i believe they exist. they're part of God's creation anyways.
so through these sleepless nights, 2 person have accompanied me without fail. love of course, and my darling cousin, Eda. she's up too. not for the same reason as me but she had a terrible toothache. so both of us will try to soothe each other until we are able to sleep soundly. sweet isn't it. i love her alot. and when i think about her, i would think about the childhood we shared living together in the same house until her family moved out and the sweet teenage years we shared, crying, laughing, scared and such. not forgetting the late suppers that we would get at Mr. Prata or Mr. Teh Tarek. i miss her lots.
hopefully all the dreams and hopes we've shared last time will come true for the both of us yah?
okay, back to love. i know you have been working hard for our future. i appreciate that alot. thank you for all the sacrifices and the undivided time you set aside just for me. there's nothing more i could ask. you've given me that certain something that i have been missing all these years. i'm glad we've found each other. i love you more than anything.