all about her.
her name: Nur Hidayah

her birthdate:
10 December 1986




listening pleasure.


Music



darlings.
Friday, December 26, 2008 @ 6:29 PM.
yes i'm cranky i noe. and yes i'm not in a good shape. cmon give me a break im pathetically sick, trying to fight my way through to get well but don't you put all the blame on me. you too had broken your promises way too many times and im just like suck it all in. you egocentric person cant you just understand the position im in for once. wth. i told you to go ahead with the plans you had and there you are trying to divert all the negative emotions towards me.and who are you to call me big headed and childish everytime tensions occur? you have no rights at all.

don't you worry about me cause if plan A doesn't work there are still other plans that can be tried out.

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@ 5:36 PM.

first and foremost, Merry Christmas and Happy holidays to all.




Christmas celebration in school was fine. a lil hectic but overall, okay lah. and that half day during Christmas eve, was super frustrating for me. one thing was that soo many children came down. it's half day so cmon parents cant u just spend time with your children at home rather then putting them in school. poor them.




most of which stayed for more than 10 hrs in school from monday to friday and still was put in the centre again on saturday. that makes me wander how much time left to spend for family bonding. just when the government urging couples to produce more babies, yes they do but they neglected them. whats the point then. and no wander some parents cant control their children at home and leave most of the disciplinary measures to the teachers. cant take care of your own children why make babies then?




well, still on the other hand there are parents who put their children in childcare because there's no one to take care of them at home. yes understood that point. it cant be help right. oh wells. i am definitely happy with the bunch of kids i have been with since the last 2 years. the bond that we have created is definitely strong and the 'i love you' have increased in numbers. no i didn't force them to say that to me. it just came out from their tiny mouths. although at times they made me like wanting to pull my hair out, other times they are just fun lovely creatures.




after work on christmas eve, went to vivo with love to catch up on the things that i wanted. im all happy returning home with 5 paper bags in hand. but sad though cause the fever catch up on me first. i was already feverish when i was at vivo. and by the time im on the train back hm, i was half dead.




and so i spend the christmas in room lying down the entire day accompanied by the paracetamol and cough mixtures. and on the boxing day, im still down so took UL. anyhows, altho still coughing like mad, i feel lighter now. the fever has subsided.




today, got plans lined up. hopefully it goes well. yeah i hope.

Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 6:49 PM.
remember i told you i want to go out and do some shopping? yeah i did. just a gift for Christmas exchange. that's all.

it is super damn frustating la. i am all geared up to do shopping. but my eyes seemed to be not ready for shopping. get what i mean? everything i see was not nice at all. and im like all frickle minded when it comes to choosing. until my legs are like screaming at me to stop. so i stop it all. i came back with just a Watsons paper bag on my hand. and nothing else. -_-

late last night, mum text me and suggested for a McDonalds breakfast this morning. but then i just couldn't brin myself out of bed. so we just settle with McDelivery instead.

today, i have an appointment with love's family. to watch Singapore vs Vietnam second leg match at the National Stadium. it is definitely a super long time since i last stepped on the stadium arena. alot of fond memories there. sports meet, national days, soccer match, youth days and so on. and i thot they are going to demolish the stadium to make something else is it? no idea.

alrite macs here. gonna grab that bite. la la la la la im loving it~

Friday, December 19, 2008 @ 7:42 PM.
yeehaa. i felt very relieved. veryvery. PTC is done, classrrom environment for 2009 is done. well almost done. hehs.

as for now till January 2nd 2009, i'm trying to enjoy life as it is. before the stress sets in, i've decided to enjoy the moment to the fullest. spending time with family, love, girlfriends and others. pure great fun. endless fun.

chey. funfunfun. and oh oh bonus is in!! moneymoneymoney!! hahha. meeting love later to go grab any christmas prezzies that is still available on shelf. and go get the discounts before they disappear. haha.

so i take this opportunity to remind myself. don't overspend. don't overspend. don't overspend. save money. save money. save money. sufficient enough? hope so. lols.

so so happy. so so high. haha. i'm loving it.
chalo beteh.

Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 4:57 AM.


first and foremost a big congratulations to dear bestie Nazreen Bte Khamis on your engagement on 14 December 2008. May the happiness be with you. Love you truckloads.



secondly welcome onboard Darla Raleah for being Miss Ayu. i know im your inspiration. weeeweeet. heees. Hope you enjoy the rollercoaster ride kay darling. need help or tips you know how to get me yah.



thirdly happy sixmonthsary love. its tough i know but we'll make it through okay? love you manymany.



last but definitely not the least HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY to me! haha. thank you all for the wishes and presents. appreciate it alot.

Friday, December 5, 2008 @ 9:34 PM.
rough.rough.rough. but i guess i just have to suit myself with all those adjustments, physically, metally, emotionally.

ptc is rolling. had the first badge yest. nursery parents. was okay. one more badge on tues and the following week for k1. preparation's done. just have to deliver. it will be easy.

fun.fun.fun. with girlfriends late last nite for the belated birthday celebrations. altho all the 6 of us looked superbly tired with work/school, still we had a rolling good time. together. just the 6 of us. when we were seated at the cafe cartel, it just feels like when we were all seated for our usual lunchies mostly in canteen 2 during our poly days. poly days=awesome. i'm thankful for everything. the friendship, 4 years and going.

bestie's engagement one more week. arrghhh!! okay just scream on her behalf. supersuper excited for her. thankfully im working early shift on friday so i could just drop by her house to help her with the hantaran gubahan. i like doing all these stuffs. craftswork, decorating of bilik pengatin, making sure everything laid out well. guess got it from mum. i remembered following her around to brides-to-be hses to decorate them and such when i was pretty young. i would help her to pin up stuffs, wrap stuffs, pouring ideas to suit the themes and so on. i miss those times. solid fun. not forgetting the bonding time with mum.

my birthday comin. don't quite know what's in store for me. well not really cos bf is not good at keeping secrets so managed to scoop up something from him. haah. most of my family members, maternal side was born in dec. maybe 6 of us or izit 7 or 8. so i planned to celebrate it all during hari raya haji. a small brownie cake will do. don't ask for more. financial crisis. haha.

and of course 6 monthsary comin soon. that's fast. and like my girlfriends said, "Wow that's long. the longest record so far."